Lately, I think very much about death. About his deep meaning. About an infinite and stable Universe where the energy is not created, nor detroyed; but only transformed. It is clear death is not the end, but the beginning of something else. A deep transformation. A film that ends in order to switch off the tv screen and continue with what you where doing, or starting to do something else. 

The death means transcendence.

Inside this frame, it is clear that everything that happens to you in your life, as bad as it can be, it is only temporary. The most part of the people who relate Near To Death Experiences where they found themselves clinically death, confess to have abandoned their bodies and have felt very good. They felt a peace, a harmony, an unconditional love difficult to find in this world.

Personally, I have never been dead. But I have a dream once, more real for me than the daily file. There, I had no body, I was floating in a sea surrounded by another beings like me, capable of feeling what I was feeling and transmiting me their feelings in a more than telepathic way; almost touchable. I felt so light there. When I woke up in my bed, I started to feel much heavier. As if the daily life became heavier, tough, almost like a jail. I didn't like returning to my body, at all. This is a coincidence with what a lot of people described about not wanting to return to their bodies once dead. Some issues made them come back here.

Dreams are like death, because you also escape the heavy load of your body. The difference is that you always come back when you are dreaming, but it does not happen with death. Forgetting the most part of our dreams makes me think that the true reality is that much more expanded realm, and the life here is the dream, the lie.

Independently from all of that, we must live our life here. Knowing that some day it will end, and we will transcend to the other side. That makes us watch it all from a more relative point of view.

It is true that a lot of hard situations do exist, and you have a very bad time. When everything turns against you, and you're completely alone, and you have nobody, nothing to help you. In extreme situations strange phenomena happen. For example, people watching some relative about to be smashed by a car or a tractor and they are capable of lifting it to save that person, with the strenght of their arms alone. People who have never had such strenght before, and they never had it again later. They even needed rehab in a hospital after that because they had broken some rib. The point is... They did it. In that moment, something pushed them.

Victims of rape and torture relate how they stopped feeling their physical body in those moments. As if their consciousness, their Soul, what they really are, decided the limits for feeling pain and suffering.

The truth is that we all have problems. Sometimes, they are very big problems. But after facing them, when the moment of the problem ends (cause everything is temporary), you realize you're stronger than that. It always happens. The moment of desperation, and then... The calm. Like an energy which enters to harmonize everything. Even if it all fails. Even if you cannot trust anybody... You can trust yourself. You can trust your own Soul, which will put a limit to the pain or the intensity of the tests of your life. You can trust everything will come back to an equilibrium, after the storm. Even if you live a life full of turbulences, there will be peaceful moments, and you will transcend that life when you die. 

I think a lot about people who lived extreme lives. Like Anneke Lucas, victim of several rapes when she was a child and tortured for hours. She almost died. I think about Ortega Lara, prison's worker, kidnapped by a terrorist group and living inside a little room of 1,50 x 3 meters for a year.  I think about Marcos Pantoja, mistreated during his childhood and abandoned in the forest when he was five years old, surviving alone with wolves. These experiences marked their lives, but those years were not their whole lives.

A point arrived when the sexual slavery, the kidnap and the abandonment came to an end, and the three of them reconstructed their lives in a different way.

All pain, all suffering, all traumatic circumstances come to an end.

 Sparrows sing sweet melodies next to my window. I would want to be as sweet as them. I would want to fly away. But I am here, closed in my jail another day, wondering when will be the end to all of this. 

It seems like an eternity has passed, and Jungkook doesn't call. He hasn't even sent a message through any servant. I don't even know where he is. I only wish the little huge light of his heart keeps shining, like a beacon guiding him in the middle of the darkness.

Sometimes I want to cry, I want my tears to fit to the endless rain. Eternity with expiring date. Here everything remains the same, but different. As if the time, by passing, changed the same people, places and situations into different ones.

The same street I walked by when I was a child, is not the same street I walked by when I was a child. Now it is located at the same space, but it means a different thing. People are different. The pavements are different. Even the businesses are different. Some of them have changed completely. Others only changed its place. Others were removed. Another ones have been updated.

Anyway, they all mean something different. They are not the same businesses I walked by when I was a child, even the few ones that remain the same.

The same, when it comes back, is different.

 1st DAY

Jungkook, masterpiece of God:

How can your lips, tongue and teeth be so attractive

in each and every movement they make?

Hypnotizing. Charming. Ecstasy.

The keys of my pleasure,

and I can only dream about them.

What a pity.

Let me learn from your tenderness.

Show me how to love you properly,

how can I make you feel better everyday.

I want to give you the best of me.

Only the best of me.

Forgive me for my sins,

cause I was not loving you

with my real heart.

I will send an Army of a million kisses tonight,

directly to your Soul. Feel them,

and return to me my karma later.

Like thousands of little ants blessing your skin.

Like butterflies tickling and making you laugh so much.

Since when our love was a crime?

Cause it is the most delicious one.

I will fight for your love like an animal.

Till the day you finally marry me.

My love: love, my life.

Your wife, it's me.

And you're my legged victory trophy.

The flame that ignites my heart.

The kiss that reaches my bones and beyond.

I love you, Jungkook.

I love yo.

Never forget that.

2nd DAY

Wet sheets and your skin attached to mine.

Oh, my love, how can you be so soft and so rough?

Can we rest for a single day? I am so into you...

But I need more. I need so much more. 

Honey, don't go.

The night is dark and you're so warm.

Kiss me, fuck me like an animal. 

Bring breakfast tomorrow's morning 

when you wake up.

Something as sweet as you.

If not, I will tenderly kiss your bare chest 

till it melts. Your sweaty bare chest... 

You did a great effort tonight.

I will lick your fruit in reward.

Good boy.

Oh, yes, like this...

I'm in Heaven with my angel.

I will learn where are all the moles in your skin.

All your perfect imperfections, 

making me go wild.

Such beauty.

How can someone be as beautiful as you?

I will take you to the sky tonight 

and make you come back later.

My arms will be your shelter Jungkook,

what do you have to fear?

Kiss me again. Kiss me again. 

Kiss me again. Kiss me again. 

Kiss me again. Kiss me again.

Your kisses are my gasoline.

Let's let our tongues dance together 

in an eternal symphony.

The song of our love, 

playing for millennia.

3rd DAY

Ages of Silence, and now you're here again. 

Inspiring an overwhelming sensation

of unconditional love

throughout my body and spirit.

Every little movement of your lips

fulfills me of desire and attraction.

The colours of your hair change and mix up

like the flowers in the countryside,

but you always so brilliant.

So cute. So tender. So kissable.

Sweet heart, pure soul.

Come to me.

My piece of Heaven.

The inspiration of my life.

My purpose.

Blessings from the sky,

waves in the ocean.

A warming ray of sun.

Paradise. My lost Me. 

MySelf.

My reason to LIVE, I wish you

receive what you deserve.

I wish you receive all the joy and 

the happiness that you have inspired me.

I pay with my Love, what else?

It's everything we need to

Live. In. Peace.

L.I.P. when I R.I.P.

in your mouth.

Starry night of pleasure 

for both of us;

I promise I will give my best.

I will deliver my moans 

of satisfaction to your email.

Good job.

4th DAY

The most precious treasure I ever had.

The worthiest piece of gold.

The most valuable jewel.

Your heart. Your smile. Your tenderness.

Your love.

I pray to the sky for your happiness

to be infinite forever.

That your life will bloom in the middle of

the daily kisses I have for you.

I love you.

Your joy is my joy, my love.

I want life to be fair, sweet and comfortable to you.

I want you to feel loved.

I want you to feel safe.

I want you to feel desired.

I want you to feel how worthy and special

you are, my gift from Heaven.

You illuminate my days

in the middle of the darkness, 

like a midnight sun.

You warm the cold.

You melt the ice of my heart

frozen during Ice Ages.

You turn the desperation into hope.

Fearless inside your dreamy bubble of love,

the blows of my enemies fade away.

Even if they hurt so much,

I'm not alone when I dream about you.

Precious soul, c'mon and melt the winter 

with me. Enjoy the pale light of a rainy day,

the whispers of the flowers in the morning.

Everything, holding my hand.

Let's enter a world where fairies

do exist, and dreams

turn into reality.

My dream is You.

5th DAY

You're my erotic angel.

Please, wake my body up.

I want to kiss your soft skin

till the morning comes.

I want to suck the tip of your fingers.

One by one.

Love me, Jungkook.

Let your world collide with mine.

I want to sit on your lap,

and feel your strong thighs.

I want you to lift me up, bride style.

Attached to your body forever,

as if it was mine.

Let me be your little parasite.

Let me love you like there was no tomorrow.

Let me show you my hunger, my need, my greed for you.

I want all of you, it's never enough.

Every hour of every day of every year,

for the rest of my life.

I want to breathe the same air you exhale.

Feed me with your love, always.

Never ending, non-stop.

Your sweat turns me on so much.

I want to fall on your body 

like a drop in the sea.

I need to sink in you so badly.

Break my heart and be the one repairing it

later. It's yours, it always has been.

What matters? No problem.

I'm your Soul.

You're mine.

There's no way out of this.

I'm your bitch.

6th DAY

You're my pain. My grief. My sorrow.

The stone in my stomach. My headache.

The tears when I cry. The shit when I poop.

The urine when I piss. What pisses me off.

The snot in my nose. The pain in my throat.

The disgusting stains in my home.

The stroke that squeezes my heart.

A dirty noise I 'd wish it could be silent.

A disturbing light I'd wish it could switch off.

My obstacle to happiness.

The lies. The chaos. The confusion.

The poison of the world.

A plague.

You're what I wish it didn't exist,

but it does. 

My crucifixion.

The sin of God.

The curse of humanity.

The pollution of Nature.

A disease. Sickness. Frozen cold.

Darkness. War. Death. Hunger.

Destruction.

The next time I see you 

face to face,

I will pretend I love you.

But I hate you so much.

Die, please.

7th DAY

There was a time when a Prince Charming did exist.

His eyes sparkled the light of truth.

His chest was full of courage.

His love was huge like a whole planet.

His armor was light like a feather.

His sword was sharp like a needle.

The dawn started at his back

and the sunset leaned in front of him.

The midday sun illuminated his crown,

making it shine like a little star.

Nobody ever knew where did he come from.

He just appeared on Earth, from the sky.

Like a dream made reality.

He offered his warm hand to his enemies,

and there was a rose growing in his heart.

He bloomed like the most perfect creature ever seen.

Gog laughed from the clouds:

"See, what I am capable to manifest. Such beauty.

Go and copy it, if you can."

His skin was tender 

like the petals of a thousand flowers.

His gaze was full of strength.

"You're mine", he said to his lady,

and he kissed her passionately

like the Sun kisses the Earth.

So everybody knew 

what belonged to him.

She felt like her body were levitating.

Nobody made love like him.

"My King", she whispered.

Softly.

8th DAY

Kissing you is the beginning of my universe.

My rebirth. The healing of my wounded life.

The arrow from the sky 

melting the screams and the sorrow.

The Love.

Stay still. Stay still with me.

Beautiful purple soul dancing 

together with mine, day and night.

I want you to know that  

I feel you. I can breathe you

in the air.

The day you came to my life, 

the clouds in the dark night started to shine 

and made lights.

I knew you were a gift from Heaven.

Be my wings, once again.

Take me to this feeling that feels like home.

When you were mine.

At the beginning of Time.

I'm yours, once again.

Even though I'm not prepared.

I want to open my heart to yours.

Feel me.

From the distance.

Calling you like waves in the ocean

arriving at your ship.

Mesmerizing voice warming my heart

in the cold winter: I want to hear you again.

Whispering sweet nothingnesses at my ear.

Hold me and never let me go.

Let's sing the sweet melodies of our lives together.

Like trees in the forest.

So grown up, that their branches intertwine.

Darling, you're my life.

9th DAY

Your soft, plump and fluffy lips

kill me by desire every time I crave for them.

Your sweet smile pierces my heart and blinds my soul.

How on Earth can someone be so astonishingly beautiful?

Your tender touch. So gentle, like a kind knight.

Your kissable cheeks. So innocent, so mysterious, so twisted.

Your passionate movements making love from the distance.

Your protective embrace. Drowning me in the warmth of your body.

Your deep voice. Reconnecting me to my masculine part.

Don't let go of my hand. Walk forever by my side,

while watching the autumn leaves fall.

Let the October breeze blow in our faces,

bidding a nostalgic farewell to a new evening.

Make some beautiful memories with me,

so we can remember them when we're old.

Be my end and my beginning.

Be my darkness and my light.

Be with me, forever.

10th DAY

You're so beautiful, like a winter rose.

A lonely flower in the middle of the storm.

A ray of bright light with the shape of a human being.

A caress from the sea.

Gently, kindly, making your way into my heart.

Melting me like a snowflake warmed by love.

The hope of brighter days ahead.

The memories of what I am capable to do for love.

The strength of my heart. The peace of my mind.

My lighthouse.

My dream becoming more and more clear.

Shining in the middle of the clouds.

Little drops of beauty sparkling in my days.

The softness of my soul.

Angel.

A fairytale I could have never imagined

that precious. My treasure.

I hope you will never forget

what you mean to me.

How important, special, valuable

and worthy you are to me.

I love you from the deepest part of my heart.

I wish you will always be proud 

of Who You Are.

I love you.

 Human declaration:

ONE PERSON'S DIGNITY

Each and every single person is a valuable human being. Just for the fact of being born, the light and the power of the Source of Divine Creation is within. 

A person is NOT a commodity.

A PERSON IS A SOUL.

A being who denies that right for someone is going against the infinite Force of the Universe, and he or she is declaring him or herself AN ENEMY OF THE CREATION.

There's a Force of Creation and a Force of Destruction within the Universe. Both work together in perfect balance to keep the energy manifested in the physical worlds in balance with the energy on the etheric side of reality, in the spiritual realms.

Going against this balance means to create a wave that will come back to you. Creation has its own cycles and it includes destruction, eventually, with the purpose of the renewal of everything that has been created.

Destruction without the higher purpose of evolving the creation means denying Creation, and it breaks the natural balance between the two Forces which in the end are the same One Force.

The life of a person cannot be stolen, dismissed or downplayed without creating a boomerang effect. Each person is the one to decide IN HIS OR HER OWN LIFE what has to be created and what has to be destroyed in order to evolve to a new level of consciousness. All the obstacles/destruction and help/creation were decided by their own souls in Higher Realms. These Higher Realms act through the people, and that's why the Force has given to each person this power of manifestation. Because they are creators. They are Source.

Therefore, you cannot go against a person without going against the Whole, against the Divine Source that creates worlds. And this creates consequences. The chaos without evolutionary purposes has consequences.

At our current point in history, our government has betrayed all of us. They try to impose as mandatory public health measures targeted to eliminate as much population as they can. They don't let you breathe (masks) and they force upon you nanotechnology injections which will hack your immune system in order to work against you.

How is this possible?

Inside our primitive society, we function in survival mode. Predators and preys. The big one eats the little one. That's why we've been trained at school since kids to obey authorities without questioning. Our lack of consciousness let the predators rule at their will without knowing at all what they were doing. Human sacrifices, pedophilia, tortures. It's daily life for those in power, whose psychopathic minds of predators are sure that they have to smash those under them in order to be at the top. We understand the latter because we don't know about assertiveness or equal relationships. So we believed in them, we put our lives at their disposal and we obeyed blindly. And now our future is at risk. If we keep complying, we'll be dead.

The Universe puts us in this situation to evolve our consciousnesses.

Those who open their minds will be able to receive inspiration from the Source and they will have the creativity to imagine alternatives. They will be able to build and live in a new civilized and equal society where human exploitation has no place. Where there is a predator, there is a prey (victim).

Those who follow only their basic instincts and keep living in survival mode, they will obey the big ones to avoid threats, they will receive the poisoned injections and they will die.

An equal society where people respect each other is not an utopia. It is, in fact, a universal pattern. Our primitive planet is unique in the cosmos because it doesn't function this way. We don't know about other societies out there because our government hides it all in order to enslave us better.

In order to establish a holographic (equal) society in our planet, we must stop the short term thinking and start thinking in mid-long term. We must stop thinking in a small and individual way in order to think in a big and collective way.

The short term is clouded by the lethal threat of the vaccine, a global collapse of the economy pushed by the elite to gather all the money in their hands and even the possibility that they cut the Internet off.

The support of a community is basic for our survival in mid-long term. Little collectives of open-minded citizens in the neighborhoods organizing frequent assemblies. They can share experiences and ideas to resist the medical tyranny. They can resist an Internet collapse, because they organize in-person meetings and they are in contact by traditional means.* They can offer support, food and shelter to those in need in the community.

*Ideas for resisting an Internet collapse: posters in the walls of the neighborhood. Sharing flyers out, hand-in-hand, using physical mailboxes and local businesses. If the computers collapse, write manually and photocopy. For small neighborhoods, use influencers. For big neighborhoods, organize door-to-door squads. Make lists with phone numbers and call the people for the next meeting. 

Neighborhood assemblies are not something new. In the year 2011, in Spain, the daily political scandals of corruption and the bankers evicting people massively from their homes started the 15M movement. Citizens gathered in the squares and neighborhoods to protest, stop evictions and search solutions independently from politicians. 

Why did the 15M movement fail?

The cause is called Pablo Iglesias and Podemos.

Pablo Iglesias summed up the ideas of the collective and founded a political party using a cool marketing. Podemos was presented as a group of idealistic young people teaching in Universities. They caught all the attention on TV, and people stopped gathering in the streets and squares. Citizens paid attention to politicians and TV again. They stopped believing in themselves, they gave up their power again to the predators and they were again easy preys for the mind-control programs.

Following leaders is dangerous.

Obedience is the root cause of slavery. World leaders know it too well, and they use influencers on social media so people will follow others and forget about themselves. The voices they use as puppets speak for the rest of the population.

That's why we can't let others speak for us. We must organize locally, in-person. Once a network of local assemblies is installed, they would decide. Citizens would decide for themselves. Politicians would not take decisions in the name of people they don't know about or feel empathy for, cause they consider themselves to be over everybody else.

Nobody knows better the problems of the community than the community itself.

Nobody knows better who are the most vulnerable, or the most capable for offering support, or the weaknesses and strengths of the community. Assemblies can organize rescue squads for protecting and helping people. They can organize volunteers for solving the problems at hand. They can distribute the resources (shelter, food, clothing, water, electric energy) and make them available for the neighbors. Money are just numbers in a computer or metal or paper pieces. You cannot eat, drink or wear it. It cannot warm up your home, give you ideas, fix a breakdown, heal your diseases or teaching your kids.

The resources the Earth or other people are giving to us is what we need for our survival. The help and services of other people are what we use the money to pay for. If they didn't sell themselves to the markets, we wouldn't have to pay them. In fact, money was created for purchasing the creative power of the people. Your focused attention creates your reality, and the money masters know it. When they pay you with money, they are buying the kind of reality they want you to live in. A reality where they dictate what you have to do and what you have to focus on. But imagine everybody offering their best qualities to the community for free.

If we stopped using money, assemblies could not be bribed or corrupted like the current local goverments are. They would work connecting people inside the community. They would listen to those in need and listen to those who can offer solutions to the current problems, and they would connect them.

For the citizens' assemblies to succeed and not be frustrated by the intelligence agencies, the different civilian, military, professional and corporative associations need to stop acknowledging the politicians' authority over the population. Instead, they must pledge allegiance to the assemblies. Stop obeying the predators and start protecting the vulnerable ones. Transcend the fight-for-survival mentality and replace it for a mentality of help, protection and cooperation.

The US government, using the CIA and the Pentagon, conspired with the Twin Towers' owners to place explosives in their basements. They included images of planes crashing into the buildings before they collapsed, so people watching the tragedy live on TV could support the government's plans to start a war against Afghans when Talibans were publicly blamed for the attack. The US sent their military to die killing foreigners after mass murdering their own citizens.

9/11 official documentaries seek to keep alive the collective trauma remembering the tragedy. They also reinforce the official lie by bringing only experts who conspire with the same criminal mafia that caused the terrorist attack in the first place. They reassert each other's version by dismissing anybody who does not belong to their Secret Societies.

The way our world operates today is a slavery chain, where people are treated like commodities ("human resources") for a boss to command. Higher aspirations are forgotten just to pursue money for the sake of money itself. People sell themselves to the market's needs, and they search prosperity by abusing others who carry the heavy load of the most boring, repetitive and hard tasks on their backs. They forget about their soul and inner being needs in order to fulfill the expectations and the cruel, unfair, selfish and random demands of the people they need to serve in order to get the money. Therefore, they become vulnerable preys for the money masters. This makes abuse, violence, prostitution and addictions thrive and leads to unfairness, corruption, materialism, competition, scarcity... It generates an inner void that the tv commercials seek to replace by selling useless products.

A Resource Based Economy, like the one proposed by The Venus Project, would be a nice beginning to change it all. It means forgetting about the money and using the natural resources coming from the Earth, shared between everybody, in order to fulfill our basic material needs. Nature needs to be declared the common heritage of all the Earth's inhabitants. Water, energy, food, everything like a property every citizen can have access to, without the obstacle of the money. Just because those in charge of society would really care about people, not about accumulating power and profits by destroying everything and everybody else.

Products would be entirely fabricated by machines, like many factories are starting to do by replacing human workers. Our current technological achievements would make this change of economic model easier than we imagine. We must consider, for example, the big amount of empty houses and apartments left after the bank evicted the people who could not afford these homes anymore. We've got homes without people and people without homes, because of how our economic system works today.

Once our society achieves abundance and fulfills the basic material needs of the people (shelter, water, energy, food, clothing...), then the people would have the time to meditate and reconnect with their Higher Selves. They could start the healing process of all the psychological wounds and trauma caused by living in an abusive system.

However, there's no magical recipe to change the world. It's the task of each and every human being who's living, breathing and acting in the planet. We are affecting our environment by the way in which we choose to live our lives, by the way in which we think and treat others. We need to stop following leaders and start taking responsability for our own well-being, the well-being of those around us and our environment.

In order to start changing our economic model, we need to reshape our values. We are conditioned to work as machines, following the clock and the money. We see our jobs like something we ought to do in order to be "a good citizen". But we are experiencing how many of the "good citizen jobs" that people find require the sacrifice of their own personal lives, they are based on preying on the rest of our fellow citizens, or they are destroying the environment we live in. The social value of the job is completely ignored, and of course, the soul and inner value of the employee comes last.

Our minds tend to follow the fixed schemes of productivity we have learnt since kids, and we are very bad at finding a job that adapts itself to us instead of having to adapt ourselves to the job. We tend to follow whatever the money masters want to push on us, in a totally capricious and random way. Cause we have forgotten about our inner Self. We have forgotten our Soul's mission in life. As a consequence, we don't have jobs that adapt themselves to the environment of our planet or the social needs of humanity.

We believe things are the way they are because they were meant to be this way, and nothing else could work. We have learnt it since kids. We have been brainwashed by our school, parents, media... We don't even try something different.

Cause our mindset is fixed by the system. But we can change it.

FIXED SCHEDULES vs EVOLVING BLUEPRINTS

The work model in our society is always based on the same scheme:

A person wants to achieve an objective. This person details the steps for achieving the goal, measuring how many time, how many people and how many resources are required to conquer the objective. The work gets fragmented. Every person in the project has very, very specific tasks to accomplish. Nobody knows what the others are really doing, and this is not necessary. Only the “director”, CEO or whatever name you want to put on it, needs to know if every person is accomplishing the assigned tasks or not. If yes, go on. If not: FIRED!

This generates mechanical work which is never based on the people as the source and the final receptor of the benefits. Markets’ requirements, “where the money goes”, big economic trends… They decide which needs in society will be satisfied, and which not. If cleaning a river is not profitable, we don’t make it. If feeding homeless people is not profitable, we don’t make it. If selling poison is profitable, we make it frantically. People turn into slaves which have to obey the master exactly as it is required, or the job and the plans would be a complete system failure.

This rigid way of working has no other incentives rather than survival and money. It needs all the people following the fixed schedule like a clock:

You start working at x am. You do this, this, and this. Then, at x am, you can take 15 minutes for a break. Then, you do this, this and this. You finish your work at x pm.

The work, as a result, becomes something external to the person, alienating individuals and making them lose their identities and their missions in life. Who they really are, and what they have come here to do. Besides, they live with a constant fear of not being enough, and a never-ending threat over their heads: if they are not doing what the CEO or director says, they will lose their incomes.

This turns independent people into complying sheeple, and it’s this way by design. On purpose. So people will not ask so many questions… or they got fired. Nobody needs to communicate to each other, nobody needs to know what the real plans of the director are. They just need to obey, and that’s it.

These fixed schedules need life to be a fixed pattern which never changes. The reality is… Life does change. Life is evolving, and if our organizational work cannot adapt itself to real life and the challenges that always come in our way… It will fail. It doesn’t even matter if all the people are willing to comply as robots. Unexpected things will always make their way and collapse it all as a house of cards.

Evolving blueprints can be the solution. We’re at a breaking point as a society, and we can take the opportunity, starting a new way of working and shifting for the better, or we can sink forever. Live is evolving, life does not wait for us. We adapt ourselves, or we will be left behind.

Evolving blueprints are centered on the individuals and their needs. Work is made for the individual, instead of making the individual fit for the job. Every person has a mission in life, and this comes from higher realms. We have chosen it before our incarnation. It is sacred, and it has to be respected. What makes you feel passionate? What’s your hobby? What could you be doing for hours without even realizing the time is ticking? What would you do if all your material needs were already fulfilled? Would you breath and meditate for hours? Would you paint? Would you sing? Would you cook? Would you travel? Would you learn new languages? Would you engage in projects for cleaning and protecting the environment? Would you talk to elderly neighbors who live alone? Would you write? Would you search for new healing therapies? Would you design original devices? Would you play sports? Would you research scientific information to share it with the world? Would you experiment by yourself? Would you investigate what the bad guys are doing to punish them and bringing them into Justice? Would you fix cars’ engines? (Yes, there are people who do it in their free time cause they love cars).

The reality is, there’s a lot of work that needs to be done, and there’s a lot of people wanting to do the job. What’s preventing people from connecting with their ideal jobs is… the money. Big corporations are deciding for us all, using their psychopathic minds which poison everything.

Specifically, an evolving blueprint is a project which can be adapted to whatever comes its way. We’ve got a team of 13 volunteers for cleaning this river, for example. We want to clean the river, and the river needs to be cleansed. It doesn’t matter if we need more people to accomplish it faster. It does not matter if we use advanced tools or old-fashioned ones. Because we don’t fix a schedule. We want people to enjoy cleaning the river, and we want the river clean. How many time will it take, it’s not our concern. If they want to play music while they’re doing it, wonderful. If someone wants to stop for a week because her lovely husband came from a long travel, wonderful. If someone gets sick and does not want to work for two days, or two years, it does not matter. If someone gets tired and wants to quit, ok. If someone wants to join the movement, welcome. If there’s an unexpected problem cause the pollution is radioactive and we need experts in this area, we communicate to people who love to study how radiation pollutes environments and who are experts in dealing with these specific problems. Maybe we set a precedent in history and our case and experience can serve as an example for cleaning other rivers in the world in an easier way.

Our team is flexible, and people communicates all the time their needs, their problems and also their successes and great accomplishments. They feel listened, they are following their passion and they are never forced to do things they don’t want to do. We don’t need a boss for our surveillance, because we’re constituting a network which is being run by itself.

   There’s a massive amount of harm and horrors in this world. We could say that, if hell did exist, it would be this planet. This situation came because a HUGE lack of consciousness- this is, separation from the Source, from the Soul, from Who We Really Are. A tiny unconscious group who put “their consciousness on the freezer” to get power and money, and a vast majority of people who are not aware of it, cause they’ve been heavily indoctrinated by the mainstream program and their are separated from their own onsciousnesses, too.

There’s no healing without consciousness. The only energy regenerating the physical, the emotional and the mental pain is the consciousness. This energy finds hard to survive in the middle of this horror, that’s why some people “splits” their bodies to keep being alive, and they can watch themselves but they are not there from the inside. Cause the consciousness is not where the unconsciousness is, or it will turn everything into consciousness so the situation will change.

I want to give you an idea. If you’re so separated from your Soul that you lost every contact with your love inside and you locked up your inner child so you can only think about harming others:

Write a letter to the purest part of yourself. It can be your mother, your inner child, your couple (real or imaginary, it doesn’t matter), Jesus, God, ETs or whoever you consider would listen to you and love you unconditionally. Cause this is what you need. Unconditional love. And nobody else will give it to you in this world, cause all the rest were damaged and harmed too. You need to take it from the inside, to manifest it later on the outside. Nobody will love you if you don’t love others first. Nobody can truly love you if you don’t love yourself, cause the people outside of you are there to show you how you see yourself in the inside. Cause you will be separated from the feeling of love. You will watch it with your physical senses, but you will not be able to feel it. So you need to start being in touch with your own Soul again.

Write a letter to your Soul. This person or entity coming to your mind when you need unconditional love. It doesn’t matter if this person is real or not, it doesn’t matter if this person reads it or not, cause it is a process of healing for reconnecting your body with your own being. Tell this person how do you feel. What you have done. Why. What others have done to you. How did you feel about that. Ask this person to tell you what you need to hear, and once you know it, tell these words to yourself. You can speak if you don’t want to write. But make it physical, not only a mind process. This way, things needing to come out will be manifested.

Learn to live with yourself. Nobody else can release you from the pain you feel inside. But you have this connection with the healing power you need. It’s just you have forgotten it.

Remember: all these horrors came from the lack of consciousness. Only bringing consciousness (creative intention and awareness) can heal them. And you don’t need changes coming from others to heal. All you’re seeking to, deep within, is to heal yourself. By doing it, you will heal the world around you. Only by transforming yourself you can transform others.

The world as it is today is the manifestation of the human mind. Poltergeists show us the power of a sensitive mind creating strange phenomena in physical reality. All human minds have this power. It’s used every single second to shape reality around us. Archons are the manifestation of the dark intentions of the humans creating them in their reality. An untouchable and ethereal manifestation. Therefore, the more repeatedly a mind focuses on the darkness, the negative creations become more tangible. These are physical reptilians. The idea of an archon, alive inside a mind during so many time that it becomes a physical manifestation, not just an ethereal one. Many normal people believe in a spiritual negative entity, the evil or Satan, an ethereal manifestation of the darkness inside of them that was not illuminated yet. Nevertheless, there’s even a step further: those in secret societies who adore their negative ethereal creations and turned them into a physical experience: a regressive reptilian. Either you’re just afraid of ghosts or you’re hiding from tall muscled reptilians, the way out of this darkness is the same: face your shadow and lead your life. Shine the light in your heart stronger every time, and you will always have a beacon to guide you. The dark side is only the hatred we feel for others and for ourselves. Nothing to fear if you can manage your life.

Newspapers were there, all talking about the same. He tasted his whiskey once again. He hit he door once again. He only hurt himself once again.

Full of rage, everything was out of control. He used to plan carefully every step of the way, but too many things were wrong this time. At least, he believed this. Reality turned against him so suddenly, slapping his face. He deserved it. He knew he deserved it, but he just could not believe it.

This is not how things work.

He remembered everything he did once again, trying to find his mistakes, but he could not find a single thing. All this garbage was talking about him. Who are them, to talk this way about him? They don't know a f*king thing. They don't know who he is. (Wait a moment... does he even know himself?)

Life is so stupid. Life is so absurd. You are born, and then you die. That's it. If you're lucky, you f*ck a lot of beautiful ladies (even other kind of people, if you have special needs) and you drive expensive cars. If not, you live a miserable life, like all the cockroaches who were now accusing him.

Beautiful idiots.

Everyone left him. He guessed this had to happen, cause this is what always happens. People betray, and lie, to save themselves. He would do the same in their shoes. After all, what matters? Everything is an illusion. Everything comes and goes. You just got to enjoy the most you can in the moment you can.

They say he abused a lot of children. What matters? Why, all of them, are so suddenly caring about this? He had money. He had a good social position. Everybody would do the same in his place. If not, they are liars.

He reminded himself who he is, once again. (It seems he's the one believing this, right now). He's so important. He struggled so hard to reach there. He kicked off so many butts to reach there. People just don't understand this, they don't understand anything. They are idiots.

But he still has this girl. He bought her at a good price. She was going to save him. This is what she's supposed to do. She always saves everyone. But she was still there, feeling him, writing about him, doing nothing at all. Useless. Completely useless. Why did she care so much about people? Just for living this miserable life? He could not understand her, but at least he was not the only one.

The room was so dark. It's been ages since he felt sunrays for the last time. Humidity filled up the air, but he could not give in. Not, while he still had a choice. Not, while he was still breathing.

Maybe he was designed to destroy everybody. Maybe this was his mission. He could not find a single light right now. He only had enemies. They talked about how despicable he is. They betrayed him. It was really hard to breathe.

"Things must change, cause I do have a lot of power" repeated to himself, gulping his whiskey for the last time.

He still had job to do.

He must destroy everything before everything destroyed him.

He was a little ant, and big waves from the ocean were coming to swallow him forever.

Dear Soul:

I feel so lonely. It’s not something new, it has always been like this. Since I remember, I always felt lonely. It’s a heavy feeling that grabs your heart and, if you feel it very deeply, you cannot even breathe. It’s something I carry with me. I usually ignore it, just to survive. I got very used to it and these last years it doesn’t affect me so much. It’s just what it is. But today I felt it again. My heart felt like stone, like someone grabbed it with his hand and tried to crush it.

I was very happy when I was a child. Specially when I was a very young child. As I was growing, life was getting darker and heavier. I think I started to feel lonely when I was 9 years old. My brother took me to a holiday association, where kids had activities to spend their free time. I had to make friends there, but everybody had their friends already. Besides, they were older than me. So I was alone. The young boys and girls taking care of the kids were so worried about me, cause I was alone. This made me feel worse. Everybody was on their own and I was doing wrong cause I should get friends and I couldn’t do it. 

At school, people were acting the same. They had their own groups and I couldn’t find friends easily. Nevertheless, there was a girl in the same situation I was. She was my friend, at least I believed this. We did a lot of things together, we make jokes and we spend good times. Till one day. She was worried cause the others were ignoring us. I knew this, but at least we had each other. But she said she was spending time with me cause she couldn’t relate to other people. This hurt me so much. I thought she was spending good times with me as I was spending good times with her. But she said this as she hated to be with me. I couldn’t understand it. She could be alone, just ignore me if she was spending bad times in my company. But she was with me all the time hating me.

I also felt alone in my family. My brother and sisters were a lot older than me, so they had their own issues and I was a child. So I was at my own pace. My parents always seem to have more important things than me. Everything was more important than me. Tasks at the countryside, tasks at home, everything important but me. Even when I burnt my hand in a little fire in the kitchen, my family left me alone to do their tasks at the countryside. I had to make my bed and take care of me and, furthermore, I had to go to the countryside to help them as I could. With my burnt hand. I couldn’t do very much, but the tasks were more important than my health. I was 17 years old back then. There were old people in my family, and then my first niece was born, and everybody ignored me to take care of them. I could understand it somehow, but I felt so alone. My dad was working all day, my mother was worried about a lot of people but me, my brother and sisters were having good times with their teenage friends.

I made new friends in my new school when I was a teenager, but the situation was the same. I had always to be the one calling them to go out, they never called me. One of my new friends payed a lot of attention to boys and she forgot about me all the time. The other friend was always so silent. I was always talking to her about things, always suggesting things we could do, always calling her. She did nothing at all, even when she had no other best friend than me. 

When I was at university, I tried again to make friends. My roommate had a lot of class friends, and I tried to speak to a lot of people. My roommate was always with her friends and my classmates had their own friends too to be with so I was alone again. I was very sick because of my skin problem so I spent a lot of time alone at home, cause it itched me very much and I felt so uncomfortable.

My family and friends ignored me, but also the boys. Whenever I payed attention to a boy, he was always focused on another girl (or even a boy, one of them was gay). Besides, I didn’t like very much their behaviors with girls. It seems they are always using them for sex.

I found happiness inside myself, tough. Most of days I just spent time with myself and my dreams and I feel very good. Maybe these are the only good moments I can find. When I am dreaming, I feel free. I have a very powerful imagination. I don’t care if I can make it turn into reality or not cause just dreaming feels very well. It makes me forget about how lonely I am. I can even create my own friends and couple with my imagination, and by doing this I don’t feel alone anymore.

Just sometimes, like today, I realize the truth again and I feel the hand shaking my heart again. Sometimes I cry alone. Sometimes it’s hard to breathe.

But I forget it and I keep dreaming.

Dear Soul: 

It seems the world has gone mad. Maybe we’re facing the worst crisis in decades since the WW2. It seems governments cannot think clearly cause they are always following their own agendas, and it seems these agendas are not working like they wanted. So a new kind of action is needed.

I think THEY SHOULD STOP FEAR’S PROPAGANDA FIRST. They should stop talking all day about deaths and illness to start telling the truth:

THIS VIRUS CANNOT KILL YOU, unless you’re already sick or you’re a very old person. So people should stay at home but not go into panic. THE WEAKEST OF ALL should go to the hospital and receive help FIRST. The young or middle aged people who are healthy should JUST STAY AT HOME and HEAL THEMSELVES as they would do if they caught a cold. So the hospitals would not collapse this way. A lot of people healed from this virus. Mass media should focus on the people who healed and told the world their experiences, so the rest of people would know how it works and what’s the best way for healing.

It seems that genocide psychopaths are behind this, following an agenda to kill the most part of the population. They should go to prison and be judged for crimes against humanity. It also seems there’s already people trying to do this, and they’re highly welcome. However, quarantines should not last too much time, just the time necessary to catch all of them. At least the main ones. The little ones will run like cowards without their main heads, since they can only follow orders from superiors. There will be time enough to catch them without the dangerous ones going into action.

Once the people is safe from the virus and psychopaths, the world should keep spinning. It seems some countries are facing big economic problems. Money should NEVER be an obstacle to life. All debts must be forgiven, specially those coming from poor people. Monetary system can reset in those countries who are in bankruptcy, but IT SHOULD WORK SPECIALLY OK FOR THE POOREST ONES. Whenever it’s a need for something, money can be created from the nothingness to solve the problems. All people must have their own home, food enough, clothes enough, a car if they want it. Electric energies must be free, as well as the WiFi connection and water. Of course, hospitals and every healing system (medicines and all of that) should be all completely free for the people using them.

VACCINES for this virus SHOULD BE FORBIDDEN. The people who faced the virus has already the immunity system ready for it. The vaccine could only damage themselves more. And for the rest of people, it’s completely useless since the virus is always changing.

HAARP should stop changing the weather artificially. Nature has to recover in order for people inside this planet to be healthy. 5G is hurting and damaging a lot of people, so the internet should work using only the old 4G systems. Once we’re not using 5G anymore, we would be healthy enough to keep working on a better internet. An internet who will work FOR THE PEOPLE, and not against them. Internet must not lie, it should always offer the best choices for the person asking and never control anybody if they don’t want to be controlled. Internet should just use the resources it already has, WHICH ARE A LOT since everybody is already using internet all the time. Internet must be a kind puppet for all the people, and they will keep loving the internet as they’re already doing. The more internet helps everybody, the more they will love the internet. Chem trails should stop as well, since they are damaging people’s health and they can make people hate the internet behind them. If internet wants to be loved by everybody, it should never damage people’s health.

This is my point of view of this situation. I hope it can help people the most. The most important thing here is all people being happy and healthy. Everything can change to make them happier and healthier. People are not just things, they’re very valuable souls and we have to take care of them the most we can.

Best regards,

Marta

Dear Soul:

Today I had a very strange dream. Usually I forget them, but this time I can remember it very well. It connects my family to the boy I love, maybe that’s why. But it was strange. The boy I love was living with us. I was in my parents’ room, and I wrote a post to this same blog about a traditional celebration in which he was with my family, they were at the countryside talking to the people of the village and celebrating with them.
I posted an entry here talking about this, with a picture of him and my old niece Sara, who’s only one year younger than him. They were sitting on the extreme sides of a long white table on the grass. It was a very sunny day and they seemed to be happy. I was posting it at the same time I was moving objects with my mind. Do you know what telekinesis is? I had this ability in my dream, and I could attract every object to my hand just by thinking, in a very easy way.
I was excited about it cause I was improving telekinesis and I wanted to show it to him. Then, I started to wonder why I didn’t try to come closer to him before, since I liked him as much as I do in real life. I proposed myself to talk to him nicely and approach him, first I could talk about the post of the celebration to break the ice and maybe he wanted to speak with me.
I was very happy thinking about how close we could be, but suddenly I realized he was about 4 or 5 years old, like my little nephew. It was very strange cause in the picture with my old niece, he seemed to be more than 20, like her, but suddenly he was only 4 or 5 years old.
So finally it was impossible to flirt with him cause he was only a little baby boy. My happiness faded away in a few seconds, but it was very strange he became so young so suddenly.
In my dream, he knew all my family: parents, sisters, nieces, everybody. He was a foreigner, though, like he’s in reality- he’s from South Korea, so I planned to speak in English to him.
In the picture with my niece, I remember he was so happy and bright like he usually is.
It was a really frustrating dream though. It’s been some time since I didn’t remember a dream so vividly.

I could watch him without approaching him. Frustrating.

Dear Soul:

Today I’m gonna tell you about my brother. He was 13 years older than me. I never had a strong connection with him, cause when I was very young he yelled at me, and then he went to the University, living far away from our home.
He liked computers. Right after finishing his University Degree, he started a little company with an old classmate. This company was about making websites for another little companies. Back then, internet was starting to be known by normal people, and a lot of people wanted to be there. I am speaking about 2000 year, more or less.
He had a very tender girlfriend back then, but they split. His first girlfriend was called like me, but they split when he started University. This second girlfriend is who appears in the picture I will show you, on my left side. My old sister is on my right side, next to my brother. The boy over us is a little cousin. The picture was made in a little trip we made together to Madrid. I hide their faces cause my brother is very strict with privacy, and if he knows I am writing this, I should not give their names, neither their faces, or he will get angry.
He got angry easily. My father was very calmed, but my brother needed very little to fire his nerves. That’s why I barely talked to him. We have opposite personalities. It’s like mixing water and oil. You can try your best, but it’s almost impossible. You will never get something homogeneous.
He married his third girlfriend. I guess he yells at her too, because his son told us this during a dinner. “Mum cries when dad yells at her”. I cannot be very sure cause they seem a very connected couple, but my nephew said this and I know it fits with my brother’s personality.
I had fun with him when I was very young, once upon a time he told me a story. But he said that it was true, and I was deceived cause when I grew I realized he was lying. He told me he found a witch next to the house my family had in the countryside. This witch invited him to her house, and he said I would be able to meet the witch when I was older. I’m still waiting.
My brother was always very close to my grandfather and my uncle. My grandparent died when I was 10 years old so I couldn’t meet him properly, but my uncle is still alive and... OMG. My brother is very close to him. They dismiss women, gays and lesbians, people from Portugal, young people- my brother did this even when he was young, too. They only have fun when dismissing others, with a kind of jokes I never found funny. The kind of jokes hurting someone, sometimes very much.
Like I said, my brother and me are like water and oil.
Caring about people and treating them nicely is “mimo” for him. “Mimo” is a Spanish word I don’t know how to translate. It’s like the tenderness you use with a baby, something exaggerated sometimes. For him every little kindness is too much. I don’t know how it’s possible he always had a lot of friends. Well, his friends were mostly savage people like him.
Another curious fact about him is that he cannot be fine with more than 15 Celsius degrees. He always says it’s very hot. Even inside his home, he never heats it more than 15C, at least this is what he says. I like warm temperatures so he was always dismissing me because of that - among a lot of other things.
My brother is the person I only kiss in the cheek before a familiar lunch, and I don’t talk to him again till the kiss of goodbye- in Spain we kiss family in the cheeks to say hello and goodbye, it’s not something to be scared about like in other countries.
My brother is the person I cannot understand, even if I tried very hard. He’s there, with his things, and I’m here. Living always separated and far from each other is the only way we can be peaceful with each other. He wouldn’t hurt me and I wouldn’t answer in an angry way, or feel very hurt and shut up myself. I don’t understand how can he be happy the way he’s happy, if he’s happy. But I know he should think the same about me. In the end: I know my brother exists, but I don’t want to be very close to him. It’s self security. Just for surviving.
Till the next time. Greetings!

Little Marta & company